The M Episode

After waiting for a while for someone to be in contact with me, God sent me something much better. He sent me my good friends to fill up the emptiness in me. He sent Chilli band to me and it was a reunion of a lifetime.

M was part of the band and I once had a big crush on him and this time around he was more open then he used to be before and I realized why my heart was beating fast when they were here months ago.

I never expected that he will be so closed to me like he did these two days but I guess the moment I let go of him there was the time the good things keep coming in. M was there for me through out the last 3 months and being a good friend to me in his own crazy ways. But I feel that he cares a lot and constantly he said to me that he knows me very well. What's inside me, what I'm thinking, my frustration, my emotion and I am surprised that he said it all well and truth. I guess we are meant to be good friends all these while. He took care of me well these two days. Always there and teased me like he never did before. He was more physical towards me too, not like he used to be very reserved.

Meeting the others too made these two days of my life a memorable one. I missed them badly and we had hell of a good time. But I never knew M and me can be this close.

M asked me to spend time in Phuket where they will perform for the next 3 months and I might just do that one of these days.

I still miss this someone but I know I have other reasons to move on and there are others who appreciate me too and I should embrace that and knows my life isn't about one man but memories that created by many. :)